Now that the option of having kids is available to me, I'm reconsidering my desire for them :s.

It's not like I don't want them objectively speaking, but when that idea meets the reality of living, I'm not so sure. I'm not so sure it is that easy to bring up kids.

Kids are work. And they are expensive. And a lot of work. All those ideals about raising your kids well go out the window when you have little time and little energy.

I don't think I would actually want to go through my entire life without kids, but im not so warm to the idea right now. Also, thankfully, I have some time.