Last assignment of the semester and I cannot get it done!

I need a god damn break from everything. Can I just spend the weekend in bed with pizza and netflix? :(

No, I can't. There are things happening that I am looking forward to, but will require getting out of bed and looking good. GAH

I think I'm a jealous person or something. I've been noticing it more and more lately. I'm also feeling like I'm stuck in a system that just doesn't work for me and how I want to live my life. Im jealous because I don't have the things I don't really want. Others having them makes me want things. Whats up with me!

It is also a bit saddening because if I start to want things I never thought I'd care for, who would I be then?

As much as I hate my life on Thursdays and Fridays, on Mondays I realize how well I have been using my time - generally speaking.

More you have on your plate, more you get done... (before law of diminishing returns kicks in).

I am submitting 90% worth of assignments this week, where I would have acted the exact same way if I only had one 15% assignment due - i.e. no social life, no plans to do life-maintenance tasks.

I do wish I had finished more of my Wednesday assignment, and not wasted so much time yesterday. But I am still safe. I just would have been more impressed with myself had I gotten more done. ( :( )

 I think its time to learn to realistically allocate time to my assignments.

One of the most nerve-wracking experiences; videotaping and watching yourself conduct a counselling session. My perfectionism is deeply stirred.

I should not be complaining. I have everything going for me right now.

But I am tired out of my mind. I'm tired of not having time. I'm tired of running from one thing to another, and having every hour of my day occupied. I don't see it ending. Even though it is everything that I want.

I should probably be very happy. And I am, when I'm not so tired. End of every week is just exponentially harder.