I have so much adrenaline this week, I have not been able to sleep properly.

4am, first night at our place. I'm just busy setting up and organizing. W is surprized as to where this side is coming from. I know this is me when I really care about something.

As soon as the adrenaline dissipates, I will crash. I am so glad we decided to take some time to unwind post-wedding.

Valima tomorrow - today - I really should sleep.

Wedding day!

I marry an amazing person today :D. That's it. The search comes to an end :). I did not think I could have everything that I wanted in a relationship and thissssss much love allllll together.

Next chapter begins...

Wedding is in 3 days.

I'm tired out of my mind. Time off starts tomorrow. I'm completely wedding'd out. I don't want to think about any decisions and logistics. I am DONE. I just want to enjoy the wedding day

I had a lottt of fun at mehendi and I'm hoping shadi would be much the same.

I think I'm learning another constant of life.

People are annoying.

Or I am burning out. What compassion, what empathy. I just want them to not piss me off.

I really need to take time off from almost every aspect of life right now. 10 days. Ten days and I can just relax with W. He's the only person not pissing me off right now.