I am DROWNED in limited perceptions. It sucks to realize it. This is me fighting against the nature of being/existing. What's the belief at the core of it? Probably that I should be able to know it all, or shouldn't have to be wrong? Or annoyance that I can't hold on to beliefs I want to hold on to. THAT'S IT!

Also, annoyance that everything is effing only in my head.

Talking to myself. Check.
Accepting that there's stuff only in my head. Check.
Do I sound like a crazy person yet? :p

On a scale of 1-10, this is only level 2 annoyance, sometimes peaking to level 4. Subtle, low level annoyance. I seem to be trying to figure something out.