I'm looking for something new to do. A hobby. Competitive.

I don't like competing against other people. I like being great at something, but I don't like the pursuit of being better than others. I very much like the pursuit of being better than myself.

But I want to develop that competitive streak. Sometimes in unhealthy life situations that you can't escape, you need to be able to get a little nasty and  compete.

I'm unfortunately preparing myself to deal with people politics. There are mindsets I do not posses.